What to do…..I’ve accepted a position at a small organization in downtown Nashville. I’m doing it right now because I need to provide for my family. But it isn’t what I want to do. I want a career change. I’ve been reading into becoming a radiation tech, but in order to do so I need to go to school to become certified. That costs money, which I don’t have.  So here I sit, pondering every day what will I do. Life is tough, no doubt. But eventually, a decision I will make.


Yes, it is. Really. It’s sad when the temperature gets to 35 and you think its a heat wave. I long for summer and lots of heat. Bring on the 90 degree temps. I want swimming and barbecues.


Well, attitude is important, as long as that respect goes both ways. They hire someone to do a job, then basically tell that person to shut the hell up when they offer intelligent decisions to make a solution for something. I will never back down in my beliefs. Did it catch up to me? Yep. But when I see that things are ineffcient, I’m going to say something. It just sucks that some people don’t want to hear what you have to offer, just because they don’t have the balls to stand up to others.

The sense of entitlement of alot of people is unreal. They think that because they are in a managment/director/attorney position, that it is their god given right to push people around by way of their title. Making double/triple work out of something is just plain stupid, just because it has to be their way?? LOL. What fucking ever.

Yep, my atttitude did stink. It wasn’t because of my own personality. It was drug out by certain people in that organization. I cannot work with my hands tied behind my back, just to make “them” look better. They pushed the “TEAM” motto, but that never ever came to light. Team work involves all in the group, not just the “powers that be”. They should listen to the people that actually made them look good, instead of brushing them under the rug like dust bunnies.